jxdn's "Elevated Heartbreak" (prod. by Travis Barker & Bardo) is out

Lyrics

I know you’ve been struggling
So I tried my best
Darling what you running from?
I hoped you’d come back

All those promises, promises have passed
I promise this, all of this will pass

But did you know I hate how I don’t hate you
And if I tried, I can’t replace you
I can’t replace
All the memories are killing me
And I cannot wait for a second chance to hold your hand, a lifetime to wait for
I hate how much I love you
But what’s my love to you?

It’s gonna be all good
I appreciate all the apologies you made
But everything’s changed
And it’s driving me insane
It’s dry when it rains
I’m terrified and paralyzed
I’ll never see your face again

Now I’m stuck sitting in the driveway
Focused on elevated heartbreak
Now I’m sitting crying in the driveway
Wondering if you knew

I hate how I don’t hate you
And if I tried, I can’t replace you
I can’t replace
All the memories are killing me
And I cannot wait for a second chance to hold your hand, a lifetime to wait for
I hate how much I love you
And I wish you loved me...

Too
Wish you loved me
Too
Too
(What’s my love to you?)
Wish you loved me
Too
Too