The First Time

First drink of the night just to get me right
The first light of the day I know I got it all wrong
The first pill that you drop only sets it off
The next morning you wake up all blurry and numb
Before all the damn insecurities
Before all your innocence is all lost
Think back to the time you were all alone
One day you’ll look back and say where’s it all gone

Sometimes we get lost inside our little heads
Don’t sleep just yet
We all know that there’s nothing like the
First love, first high, there ain’t nothing like the first time
Passed out last night, there ain’t nothing like the first time
Taking all her meds, sleeping with her friends
Find out in the end there ain’t nothing like the first time
Stuck inside her head, jumping in her bed
Find out in the end there ain’t nothing like the first time

First time on a plane so she’s paranoid
I tried to make her feel safe but said it all wrong
First time in LA so she can’t avoid
Feeling like she’s failing all along